Dienstag, 6. Dezember 2011

Newbie Kinkster

OK, so sometimes I write in English, and sometimes I write in German.  English is my first language; German is actually my fourth.  Don't worry about the other two, I don't speak them, just read (and sometimes write) them.

I've known for a while that I have a lot of kinks.  I guess jocks in general are so typical they're not really a kink any more, but whatever.  That was the first.  Then military, then mechanics.  My ex-proto-boyfriend (figure that one out!) introduced me to spanking and very light bondage, and that really was the end of any semblance of vanillaness.  His "freaky boi" turned into a full blown pig.  I'm not going to list my fetishes and tendencies.  They'll be come apparent soon enough.  But let it suffice to say that I'm a gay, versatile top and a Dominant with occasional switch tendencies.  And by "Dominant," I mean that sensu lato, from merely dominant to master, to probably one of the most sadistic assholes you'll meet this side of a Lexan wall.

I'm just starting out, mostly learning as I go.  I'm refining my understanding of what I like, and how I like to do it.  There are a lot of things I haven't explored, and probably many more that I haven't even heard of.  I don't have many people I can talk to candidly about kink, so this is probably going to be where I work out all my thoughts.  And also where I boast, because I'm just that kind of person.

Not much in my inventory yet...tight black jeans with a button fly serve as my pants when I'm getting geared up, and my everyday boots are also my gear boots.  Though I gotta say, my boots are pretty badass.  My actual gear is currently limited to a pretty decent leather harness and a (how typical!) Soviet civilian gas mask.  I also have a couple nice toys from Oxballs, the Spike ass-lock and ball splitter (stretcher on 'roids).  Can I just say, the Spike is amazing.  When I put it on, I can hardly stand from the sensations.  After the holidays, I'm going to treat myself to a new pup tail (the one I had before is in the hands of an ex), new ropes (also left with said ex.  How silly of me), and a scalpel set.

Also, as of Monday, I am the very proud Sir of the cutest, sweetest, most intelligent pup in the world.  More to come on that, perhaps ;)

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